really want to be a different person that doesn’t forget how to be a living person or something 

i just wrote out the sentence “not really that just happens sometimes when i decide to act like an organism” after writing something else that i highlighted and deleted just now

then wrote all those words around it because i didn’t want to delete that sentence too

saw these words last night and highlighted and print-screened

think wok scab should be a band name (c in a circle goes here btw) every song would have scab in the title as a metaphorical thing i can’t explain but am thinking about in my head with words like ‘heal’ and ‘never’

think i am close to death because i cant stop listening to “dance anthems”